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Name: Christine
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Birthday: 10/31/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Dancing (constantly), Friends, Making T-shirts, Giving massages Koolees, Box-rolling, Eating, Harry Potter, Driving around, having my hair played with, using corny pick-up lines, aviator sunglasses. . . pretty much anything fun. Ooh Ooh Ooh, and I like, no LOVE, music. I like all kinds but Christian punk is my favorite (just because it rocks hardcore for Jesus). God is the most important thing in my life, I love him with all my heart.
Expertise: I dont feel I am an expert at anything . . . or ever will be. I'm happy just being mediocre....just kidding. I have skills...boys like girls with skills right? or is it the other way around? Oh, wait, I do have one area of expertise...cuddleing. just ask anybody.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 5/16/2005

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

Oh  my gosh, i am so freakin mad right now. i dont think i have ever been this mad at a person who isnt in my family. I t  has been building up all summer and i thought i could just wait it out because my anger usually depleats over time and then i am glad i didnt say anything. i am a stewer. i just think about yelling at people but never actually do it. i hate confrontation with most people.  i am getting better at it with my close friends, but what  can I do when it is my room mate. i dont want to share a room with a girl who hates me. and  itsd not like i havent tried talking to her nicely.   ive asked her if she was mad at me (she acts like i dont even exist half the time and the other half she slams doors and rolls her eyes at me) , she was suprised that i even thought that .    i dont know what to do. She is living like she is the oonly person in the house. I just tried to confront her about her alarm going off every 10 min for 3 hours in the morning and she  said that is the only way she can wake up.  when i tried to ask ther to be more considerate she walked into the bathroom and shut the door in my face.  i am so fuming mad right now. i thought writting would help, but it has only made me more angry. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to scream out loud. that might help. dang it. i cant even do that. i did say fuck you jenny underneath my breath, but i dont think that was a good way of solving the problem. i dont like to cuss at people. in fact I NEVER do. that is how freaking mad i am right now. i really need to take a nap, but i dont think that is going to happen. i need someone to help support me. i dont even want to look at her right now. she has NO RESPECT for ANYONE in this house.
the thing is, ive had other room mates get on my nerves before and i either talk to them about it civily and we can come to a compromise, but I cant even get that with her. i have no idea what to do. I have never been this mad at someone before. i know God wants me to still treat her with love and respect, because Jesus loved the people who killed him. But i also know that letting people walk all over me is not good for me either.
i need to pray. ok bye.


Saturday, June 24, 2006

 
Yeah, im going to warped tour. guess who's playing...
Adair
Against Me!
Aiden
Amber Pacific
Anti-Flag
Armor For Sleep
Blackfire
Bouncing Souls
Britt Black
Cartel
Catch 22
Chiodos
Down to Earth Approach
Dropping Daylight
Eight Fingers Down
Eighteen Visions
Emanuel
Emery
Evaline
Everytime I Die
Ferus
Flash Bathory
From Autumn to Ashes
From First to Last
Glass Intrepid
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
Hellogoodbye
Helmet
Hidden in Plain View
Hit The Lights
Less Than Jake
Lorene Drive
Lydia
Man Alive
Maylene & The Sons Of Disaster
Moneen
Motion City Soundtrack
NOFX
Nural
Over It
Paramore
Patent Pending
Pink Stik
Plain White T's
Protest the Hero
Remembering Never
Rise Against
Same Day Service
Saosin
Saves The Day
Saves The Day (Acoustic)
Secret Lives Of The Free Masons
Senses Fail
Senses Fail (Acoustic)
Shiragirl
Silverstein
So Unloved
Spitalfield
Split Fifty
State Radio
Stiletto Formal
The Academy Is..
The Blackout Pact
The Bled
The Casualties
The Falling View
The Fully Down
The Modern Day Saint
The Panic Division
The Randies
The Smashup
The Sunstreak
The Vincent Black Shadow
Thursday
Underoath
Valient Thorr
Vaux
Voltera
We are the Fury


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hahahaha. i definitely wasnt fishing for compliments...or comments.

i am excited because i am becoming good friends with boys again! i love my guy friends. they have such a different perspective on things.

Dont worry girls. i love you too! without girls i probably would become a guy. some of my friends say i have penis envy. id have to disagree but the thought is sometimes tempting.


Thursday, May 18, 2006

so im pretty sure no one ever reads this, but thats ok.


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

mmmm, so tired. i need to go nap. you know those times when you get so busy you feel you cant make time for God? i feel like i dont have time for him, but im typing this arent I? i could be praying or singing or reading my bible. but no im wasting the precious time i have on the computer.

i miss all my friends. summer will be here soon and i will be able to see them soon. i love that all my friends are so awesome. there is no other word to describe it. even tho they are all different, they are equally awesome.

im moving into a house with cassie and jenny this weekend. im excited, tho im sure our decorating tastes are about to clash. fun times.

justin and i are friends. i miss him too.

<3ace



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